Bye Nudy GraY !!

Oh my goodness ,
I just realized that the lens that
I wearing now is going to be expired !




seriously , I just used lens within 3 months
and after that I will see them in the rubbish bin
even though their life span is 1 year.
I do care my eyes a lot now ! =)

NUDY GRAY gonna leave me now.
awwwwww , sad !
But i think i would like to try a new type lens,
hmm , have to headache and think about what lens to buy !

xoxo

i am

I'm an angel, I'm a devil
I am sometimes in between
I'm as bad it can get
And good as it can be
Sometimes I'm a million colors
Sometimes I'm black and white
I am all extremes
Try figure me out you never can
There's so many things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm someone filled with self-belief
And haunted by self-doubt
I've got all the answers
I've got nothing figured out
I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
I'm up and I am down
But that's part of the thrill
Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am


I'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm not sure who I am

! SICK !

Everything been so sick..
mentality sick,
heart sick,
myself sick too...

Actually being alone facing all the shit things is really suffer.
i trying my best to over come everything..
smoothing all the things..
recovering my heart..

I'm starting use to be like this..
be lonely at night,taking care myself,living alone day by days...
friends is thg i cannot lost now..
thx for those who beside me,comfort me..

I decided to make up myself,be strong again.
pay all my heart and effort to myself,my life , my STUDIES!
i cannot be like this anymore..cz no one will pity me..
i have to be more shine,more tough! hit the goal i want!
all the shit things cant beat me down!!
i will stand up and keep walking from fall.
i know its hard,but i will try!

Even i know things i dont want to know,fact that i dont want accept,
memories that i dont want forget,pain that cant heal,
mistake that cannot recorrect,person that cannot come back,
times that cannot return,things that never change,
happen that i cant understand,karma that i have to take..
life no u-turn..time is running out,thing happen mean happen,
sun is still rise and set...

Once upon a time,im a happy girl too...
I want my confident back,
want my smile back,
want to know who is the right one..
i want happiness,
i want normal life.
if i can choose,i want to be normal.
normal look,no fame,no nothg..
be a normal happy girl..
life is smooth..
everything is fine...

even now i still emo-ing,cant stop myself..still down...
but, wish me luck! i'm trying...

loves,

Lies & hate

够了吧 ?

真的看透你了 !!
还要骗我多少次 ?
还想玩多久 ?

在你身上仿佛看见“他”的影子。
其实是没有分别吧 ?
或许可以说，比“他”糟 !!!

就是一个字...
“贱” !!

你知道我在说谁的。
对 ! 就是你 !!!

请...!!!
不要再跟我解释，更没有这个必要。
不要再拿一大堆的烂借口压我。
不要再跟我说，你对我有多真。

从今以后...别指望我还会相信你 !!

你只是一个大骗子 !!!



现在的我，有多恨你，你自己清楚明白 !!



You're just a PLAY BOY.
&
You're just a LIAR.

Please,

Go away from me !!!
&
Get out from my life !!!

NOW !!!

CRYiiNG for LOVE T-T

I just can't understand the ways of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart and then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me And how our love was meant to be
and I believed in you i thought that you would set me free


You should've just told me the truth that I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue so my heart depended on you, whoa


Although I'll say I hate you now though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie i gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled to give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again but I will fall in love again
I loved you so now you leave me in the cold
How could this be i thought that you'd only love me

Into the nighti will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so i just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness to do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain will you please take it all away

Never thought being born a girl how I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall to never get torn again


You do not need more It `s say more
Have changed within the heart
I have no choice but to let you go thus forced to admit you do not..

Just so you know actually felt
You'll still get away with me and hopefully if you only knew
It will remain ever the I love you always in my heart

I thought it was so now you're gone but its not
Mossy not cope with i always asked myself this
Are you far if I admitted all??


Force to keep it all
But I continue to question
When will it end .....?

Random Post AGAIN

Saturday, planned to go to MaLL - GRAND MALL at the night. COZ we wanted to sing ~K before that. Asked my cLasmeyt to join also =)

After Rec0gnition went out.







Crazy face again. I knew so ugly.
Don't ask why. No reason, because I like to do. hahas.



im ch0osnq sonq's ne~
No mood at all. Zzz...


At night, my mom went to her friend's house and over night at there.Leave us slept aloneeeeeeeeeeeeee ='( But luckly, I can used my laptop to online. nenenebubu~

I played video call with below this two "siao eh"~ I miss them. =DDD



vivi chan x baobeii tintin dats me x zhanq ~_~





if u guyss want tu cHat with Me do visit diis Link but the thing iis i onLi on9 on weekends at night...
i jus on9 n0w coz we dont have e cLass ~

Recognition dayy !!!

yesterday was are recognition day !!
had so much fun...

coz we senior's have a dance number and im one of it !!
so shy ne~ so many ppL stare at me wen its my turn to dance !!!

weLL her's d pics wer taken yesterday ...
Let d pic taLk Lazzy to teLL d whLe story !!



Me n LiezeL chuu~



tintin x LiezeL x intet x jhenZ ~



our BeLoved adViseR Miss JuveLyn E.Goopio make uping her student steLLa ~



wee....Love diis pic !



my beLoved cLassmeyt's ♥



TINTIN



my baobeii's steLLa x yeca x intet !



my LittLe sister's chay x intet



dear cyutie



gLadys x jenen x intet x steLLa



cyutie x steLLa x intet x charLie x LiezeL

dat's aLL vo n0w actuaLLy der r stiLL Lots of pic n g0t video of our dance but as usuaL im a Lazzy gaL so many to detaiL !! reaLLy had fun


P.S i'm broken ~ RNB

TRuTH iiS !

1.分手后，我还认识你，不过不想再见你，你过的好，我不会祝福你，你过的不好，我不会嘲笑你。因为我们从此陌生。你的世界不再有我，我的世界不再 有你。我不能再珍惜你，抱歉，我失去的，也是你失去 的。。。


2.很偶尔的，你会找我，联系我，你的突然出现，还是会挑拨我的心弦。只是，我也学会对你伪装了，不冷不热，不咸不淡，笑得没心没肺，也不会再流那廉价的眼泪了。然后听你轻轻地说：“你变了。”

3.总要等到过了很久，总要等退无可退，才知道我们曾亲手舍弃的东西，在后来的日子里，再也遇不到了。

4.再见了，我那么那么爱你，虽然笨拙，但也努力做了好多，所以我不遗憾了。现在，我把爱情还给你，你把我仅有的一点点骄傲还给我好不好？

5.我还是会相信爱情，只是不会再相信爱情能永远。

6.你突然点醒我，我们相识的时间能够以年计算了，你找到了你爱的，而我，还在原地徘徊着。

7.我们再也不会像以前那样，以彼此为不可替代；我们再也不会像以前那样，那样用力的爱，直到哭了出来。

8.一天，我终于不再思念他，因为他离开太久了，我的习惯已经不再是习惯。

9.一直固执的以为面对什么事情我都能够坦然的微笑，可是，终于在你转身决定离去的一刹那，我泪如泉涌，不可抑制。这是，过往的幸福嘲笑着心中的疼痛，原来，世界上最痛的痛是离开。

10.我赢了所有人，却输掉了你。

11. 最浪漫的情话，是当那个已经跟你分手了的情人打电话来问：“你好吗？”你稀松平常的回答：“我很好。”而其实你还爱着他，你一点也不好。12.有天当你想 起我，时间已摆平所有的错，也学会不再问为什么。直到有一天，面对爱情开始吝啬，会不会怀念当初的炙热？一路上经过各自曲折，直到有一天，选某个人相濡以 沫。

12.有天当你想起我，时间已摆平所有的错，也学会不再问为什么。直到有一天，面对爱情开始吝啬，会不会怀念当初的炙热？一路上经过各自曲折，直到有一天，选某个人相濡以沫。

13.当看破一切的时候，才知道，原来失去比拥有更踏实。

14.有一个人，教会你怎样去爱了，但是，他却不爱你了。

15.与其到处找借口，不如直接说一句我不爱了。
16.没有他我不会不习惯，因为我从来没有习惯拥有他。

17.忘记那个人，不如忘记自己，告诉自己，不是怕他忘记，而是怕他有一天重新把你想起。岁月带走的是记忆，但回忆会越来越清晰。真的有一天，他回过头来告诉你，他一直在惦记你，千万不要相信，因为，他已经不是原来的他，而你，也不再是过去的你。

18.我再也不会奋不顾身的去爱一个人了，哪怕是你。19.我心里一直有你，只是比例变了而已。

20.现在终于到了要分别的时候，他比我先走，我反而觉得有点欣慰。这样的悲伤，迟早会让我们其中一个人单独体会，就让我来承担好了。

21.望着你离开的背影，我告诉自己要坚强，不哭，是因为爱你，更是因为懂你。

22.我们都这样离散在岁月的风里，回过头去，却看不到曾经在一起的痕迹，尽管，曾今那么用力的在一起过。

23.转弯只为遇见你，却忘记了，你也会转弯。

24.总以为，在最初的地方，有一个最原来的我，就也会有一个最原来的你。

25.你有新欢了，我连旧爱都不是。

26.也许有一天，你回头了，而我却早已，不在那个路口。

27.结局和过程都有了，再去纠缠，连自己都觉得贪婪。28.忘记你，是为了证明我可以忘记你。

29.撕心裂肺的挽留，不过是心有不甘的表现。

30.第一次的爱，始终无法轻描淡写。

31.没有什么忘不了的，总会在以后的时间忘了你，先忘了你的样子，再忘了你的声音，忘了你说过的话，现在不行，以后也可以。

32.似乎等待了一百年，忽然明白，即使再见面，成熟的表演，不如不见。

33.我知道，忘记是件轻松的事情，只要不看着，不想着，不记着，就忘记了，就像，烟火过后的天空。

想对你说...

NOveMber 1, 2010 MONDAY
Want to say to you ...


In fact, I really do not want sauce ...

Sometimes I wonder ...
Should not have any commitment to ...
Our experience is different ...

I know what you changed because ... the year 'birthday'
I know you had a very hard time ...
So you're not willing to do so as before ...
Life in Gold River 'as' through life!
Perhaps you think that just because you see it ... a lot!
But you are wrong .... I am honest, many of the world, there are many things that you did not know!

What is the definition bad?
Have you thought about ... you say others are not! Do you brings you?
You are qualified to criticize it?
I do not blame you criticize ...
Originally I had the wrong ... you can say, you can blame!
Yes ah!
I'm just like you said!
I really did not like the others do not!
I told you those women look like ah !.... really nothing special!

You are not the same?
When am I?
Market product?
In particular, should not the same as others ~ fresh it! A market!
Flies do not move people touched? ~ Because you are using money, so do not come across too!
I would like to say to you: Do not even the ~ I AM NOT A PRODUCT!!

In fact, I have my reasons ~
I also went through a lot of it today!
I have also read a lot! But I can not say I would like to!
Because the world is still much better ... I see a tree in the world ~
Over the past! Do not like to miss a lot!
Gold Creek is only one station ~
I have come very far ~

~ In fact, I see you as very distressed!
If not we still be friends for ~ ah!
Why do you spoil your own ~ I'm very disappointed for you!
This is fun?
Then I ask you! Have fun it?
Woman in your mind to be so cheap it?
That I would rather you do not take me as a woman!
You can say ~
Not suitable!
You have to pay a year in the end how many girlfriends!
In the end you play the person or people to play you ~
No one playing with your heart!
Is your own!

I hope you do not sink again!
Gold River, though not what is!
Bad not too bad!
However, there were just to fast ~!
Come and Go ~ very complicated!
I hope we are still friends!

**DieT**

Feel lik i look so ugly last time.... N also so damn childish...

Now onli im feel tat im realli a big gal edi....

Everything change... Not onli wan to b a beautiful gal,even wan to get slim...

So im on diet now... Everyday onli 1 meal... I noe is unhealthy... Even lao gong also saying me jor...

Wat to do... I wan to get slim as soon as i can..

I wan to b sexy as miao miao... I wan to b gorgeous...

Now im FAT but im adorable... hehe^^

So i hope i can do it...

Not onli i change thinking bout my look,even everything...

My love,start on frm now no more puppy love...

My love will b true love n also serious 1...

Now tintin onli nid 大卫李...

I wanna b wit him forever...

He will b wit me forever,not few months love anymore...

N i change many thinking bout future...

But sumtimes i feel future wont b tat easy anymore...

I had plan everything bout my future...

Sumtimes feel i cant c my future...

CHANGE

I'm trying to be myself from now on
because I felt that I had become a different person that actually I am not.
I believe the last time of me will help to improve my attitude and thinking.
I'm learning to be more mature & thoughtful :)
By the way, SPM is around the corner. I'm thinking to start my practice
and trying to put more effort on my studies. If I got flying colours,
I'm gonna be the most happiest girl in the world. But I'm telling myself [dream off]. I know I'm not smart like the others.

However, I will just try my best to get good results.
The only thing that,
I have to avoid going out with friends
and try not to get addicted in any activities.
Face it now, enjoy later is the best choice. Friends,

I know I'm good in saying ..

but do you think I can make it? =/

I still believe in loving you

DEAR: DAVE LEE..

Just when I thought of love is here to stay
Just when I thought you never ever go away
You said it’s time for you to go
But I’m not sure I really know why you are leaving...

And when we finally said our last goodbye
I’ll never make it hard for you
You won’t even see me cry
And thought the tears inside of me
I’m gonna make your heart go free
Before you leave there’s just one thing
that I want you to know...

I still believe in loving you
Inspite of all the hurt that I’m going through
Even if again and again you would break my heart
One thing would never change
I still believe in loving you...

If you tell me that you’ll be alright
I’ll never let you see me bloom
But I’ll keep our love alive
And thought I’m feeling incomplete
I guess that this is what you need...

how could u say u love me !

You say, that you've always been true

Lookin' in your eyes, I see you lie

You're trying hard to hide that

There someone new you found and,

You want me to believe that you still care



How can you hurt me this way

Everything I knew was lovin' you

How could you try pretending

Your love was never ending

Now you can't even say that you will stay


How, how could you say you love me

When you would go and leave me

How could you make me hurt so bad

When I have loved you more than anyone can do

Can't believe the pain

That I'm feeling now because of loving


I can't seem to understand

How can love me so unkind

Still you broke my heart

Despite what I've done

Still my love was not enough

Though I given you my all

I can't take it anymore

HaTe u MoRe !

˜”*°•.♥.•°*”˜˜”*°•.♥.•°*”˜˜”*°•.˜

i hate dows pipols
hu hate me to .

i hate you for flirtinq .

u ar not really handsome,
but i dont understand
wat was all that for all .♥

i dont like how u behave,!



i hate plastic .
back fighter , cheats
insecure . brats .
wild .

i have also never treat u,
as part of"that" before.

i totally i hate u now.


˜”*°•.****.•°*”˜˜”*°•.****.•°*”˜˜”*°•.˜

..Take it seriousLy..

1. 你有吃早餐的习惯？ 有~~2 没有~~3

2. 你养过宠物？ 有~~7 没有~~3

3. 你有工作经验？ 有~~7 没有~~4

4. 你有好的运动细胞？ 有~~8 没有~~5

5. 你现在正在减肥？ 是~~9 不是~~6

6. 你认为看电影一定要吃零食？ 是~~9 不是~~10

7. 你觉得地球上出现过外星人？ 有~~8 没有~~11

8. 你曾有过很多恋情？ 是~~12 不是~~9

9. 你很少看漫画书？ 是~~13 不是~~10

10. 你到KTV就会唱个不停？ 是~~13 不是~~14

11. 你喜欢吃三明治？ 喜欢~~14 不喜欢~~12

12. 你会自创不同的菜式？ 会~~15 不会~~13

13. 你很会画插画？ 是~~A型 不是~~B型

14. 你喜欢格子图案？ 喜欢~~C型 不喜欢~~D型

15. 你很想出国上学？ 是~~E型 不是F型

16. 你曾参加过某明星的后援会？ 有~~G型 没有~~H型










A型人~~
不管是熟人还是陌生人，你都会主动与对方交谈，你给人的感觉很活泼也很大方且并不 唐突，所以你并不惹人讨厌，你给人的第一个印象不错，你的思维过于活跃，所以身边总是很多朋友，但知心的并没有几个，你太贪玩，表面看似和谁都能相约吃 饭，逛街，做一些亲密的事，这样会让你真正的好朋友怀疑到底与你之间的友谊是哪种，对方可能不能确定与你要好的程度，而如果对方又是不喜欢表达的人，这种 情绪会越积越多，到最后不可负荷时，爆发出来，可能受伤的反而是你。所以注意一下自己的表现，你应该对不管是友情还是其他感情，都有鲜明的态度，这样才不 会有不必要的误会和遗憾。

B型人~~
有你在的地方一定有欢笑，你善良，调皮，任性，霸道与贴心。你看起来活泼好动，但实际内心深处，你有些自卑而自负，你希望自己能把事情做到 最好，你很在乎别人对你的评价，你的性格像小孩，单纯直接，情绪化，喜怒哀乐写在脸上，你没有心机，但也缺少些自我保护的能力，你表面看来很容易相处，但 想要走进你的内心世界其实并不容易，你需要人家的鼓励，包容，宠爱和肯定，其实你也常常自我反省，你希望自己能做到起码80%的完美，但你似乎没那个毅 力，所以你的情绪变化无常，一定是被这些因素困扰的。

C型人~~
你是择善固执的坚持派，有人与你聊天，你可以天马星空的聊，但你不会主动找对方 聊天。你很有原则也很被动，你总是习惯呆在自己的世界里，你在朋友的眼里是比较难深交的人，大家感觉你和人交往，总是点到为止，你心里的那片天地不对外开 放，也很保护自己的私隐。

D型人~~ 你是积极努力认真派，你对自己要求很高，但一旦遇到和你脾气相似的人，你们就很有惺惺相惜的感觉，因而相谈甚欢。你虽然表面看起来有些严肃，但是其实你单 纯善良，你的想法总是积极的，你有很强的自我调节能力，所以即使你遇到苦难，也能很好的处理，你在朋友是最乖的朋友，因为当你真心喜欢一个人的时候，你的 贴心和用心会不自然的流露出来，你个朋友的关系看似平淡，但其实双方心里的挂念，彼此都知道。

E型人~~
你开朗没心机，你对朋友很大方，也很周到你很舍得在朋友身上花钱，你看起来漫不 经心，实际上你做事很有条理。一旦你要做，就会做得很快，可是往往你懒于去做，你很喜欢说话，你喜欢与别人交流意见，尤其是自己了解的事，你比较好强，可 是那种好强并没给他人带来困扰。

F型人~~
你的废话不多，你喜欢观察，不管是人还是事物，你的心思慎密，眼光独到，你总能 看出别人看不出的细节，你做事很有计划，这让朋友和你相处起来十分安心，因为你不仅把自己处理得很稳妥，空闲时，还能帮朋友做一些小事，你能掌握别人的想 法，你的观点总是比较有建材，也很特别，你很理智和现实，你不喜欢天马行空的乱想，你觉得那样没意义。

G型人~~ 你不喜欢想得太远，只要眼下快乐就好，你没什么想像力，你每天关心的是今天要做什么，怎么做。你的生活很简单，正常吃，喝，睡，闷了找人聊点无关要紧的事 情，把事情打发走 。你对生活中的快乐与烦恼看得很开，你是个很容易满足的人。

H型人~~
你是和善亲切自然派，你生性豪爽，在你心里没什么过不去的事！你不自卑，不自负 也不自私，人生对你而言跟玩似的，困难和不安到你那里，很快就消失，朋友与你一起很舒服，看起来对什么都不在乎的你，会把这种无所谓带给朋友，让对方也能 很快走出低痱的情绪。



So.. What's your answer? Isn't accurate?? By the way, my answer is B and it's really accurate!! All the things that its mentioned is absolutely what my character.. =)

..the conversation..

this pain I feel

wont go away

And today I’m missing you

I thought that from this heartache

I could escape

But I fronted long enough to know

There ain’t no way....

Well I thought I could just get over you..

But I see that’s something I just can’t do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can’t find a way

To let go of you..T-T
12 hours ago · Comment · UnlikeYou, Stupiid テア and 2 others like this.

Grace 은혜 wew dear . =(
12 hours ago · Like

Stupiid テア aiyo~
12 hours ago · Like

Grace 은혜 dun be sad
12 hours ago · Like

Stupiid テア cant Larh..duno wat to do~ duno wat im going to bLiv...
12 hours ago · Like

Stupiid テア tnx vo d Likes...=)
11 hours ago · Like

Mahiru Chida cheer up dear..plz,
10 hours ago · Like

Stupiid テア T-T
10 hours ago · Like

Dave Lee ‎... Tiny....
Dont cry plizz...
6 hours ago · Like · 1 person

Mahiru Chida to late she ady cry..
3 hours ago · Like

Dave Lee tiny...

U cnt be like thz...
I worry about u...
Dear,, pliz.....
39 minutes ago · Like

Stupiid テア puh-Lease...
37 minutes ago · Like

Mahiru Chida dont larh~
36 minutes ago · Like

Stupiid テア i want peace of mind...space La..
31 minutes ago · Like

Dave Lee just hate me then...
Its ok..
I dserve it..
31 minutes ago · Like

Stupiid テア no i should hate myseLf ..
coz im so easy!! idiot,
30 minutes ago · Like

Mahiru Chida tin~ dont b like dat.. u silly u really made me worry,,
28 minutes ago · Like

Stupiid テア dont worry to much!! how about maison tonite so u can acompany me?
22 minutes ago · Like

Mahiru Chida nooo~ drink again?? no~ i wont u got class tomorow n exam..cant lar~ sorry my dear,
16 minutes ago · Like

Dave Lee tiny...
Ur nt an idiot...
Would u stop caling urself like that??
Rmmber when i say i named u tiny,, ur frens tell u its the opposite of u..

Tiny,, dnt call uself like thz anymre,, ur nt like that, ur the oppostite of it...
Tiny...
15 minutes ago · Like

Stupiid テア ‎@mahiru..dont wan?? its my treat...
13 minutes ago · Like

Stupiid テア ‎@dave~enough!! n stop acting Like u care at aLL..
12 minutes ago · Like

Mahiru Chida aigo~ no~ bad la~ i dun want u to get drunk le..
9 minutes ago · Like

Stupiid テア u dun want?? dn i'll go by myseLf...pity Me..T-T
6 minutes ago · Like

Mahiru Chida T-T dont b like dat..u noe i dun want u to b alone n dat place!!
okok i'll try..but im not doing ds for ur alcohol..i'm doing ds vo u coz i care bout u~

THE END_____♥

The END.....♥
Hear that u may only belong to me~i know it...but i don't wanna face the fact about u!u broke my heart too much..!whenever!
maybe u dun think so...its true!
may i leave yr world?
u r correcter than me forever...!
am i wrong?wrong?wrong?always........
i should forgive u all times...
heart was pain without u
damn hate this feeling....pain pain pain..!!!!!!!
babe....do u thing it so?
everynight...the teara accompany me to fall asleep...cause of u..do u know it?!
i care...i really care...when u saying luv me...damn sweet..but so wat!!
u saying others gal too...this is true luv of mii?
I'M A SUPER SILLY!!!!!!!
wat i feeling when u always like this...!had u respect me?
I HATE U...must leave u now...be strong.....don't be silly again...
n u gave me all memory...I'ii put in my heart till forever..




.

♥LUV U...GOODBYE..♥

♥It's all over♥

爱太痛 -




吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
我不能够 不能够不爱了
我不能睡
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我不能够 不能够不爱了




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昨天无意中听了吴克勤的—爱太痛
很感触哦。。
听了眼泪都快掉下来了
突然想起以前的事想起我和他的回忆
有快乐的。也有悲伤的
以前的我太不懂事
幼稚 天真
真的想彻底忘记你
希望可以让自己好过点
每当遇到你
心想
或许我们真的不适合在一起
每次和好
都还怕又再一次受伤害
我不想我们的关系一直纠缠不清才想再一次拥有你
你让我非常没有安全感
还怕你再次从我身边离开
我曾怀疑过我在你心里的位子
因为我觉得你不在乎我
每当遇见你
你都会在我心里越来越模糊
越来越陌生
我知道我们不可能再回到过去
以前的我
用尽力挽回
可是现在
我想已经不再需要了！

回忆

很想对你说: 既然爱，为什么不说出口？有些东西失去了，就在也回不来了!

I don't know what do u think about me..maybe u think nothing at all.

FOR♥U

miss u much..♥

这是如此艰难的爱 有很长的距离
它似乎像
嗯，这似乎只是他的那么远
当我叫他，他不回答
嗯，看来不会成为像世界
（T.T）

我只是想拿起电话就听到他的声音

我请他，让自由之声响彻，直到他的 答案和环
只是告诉他我是多么想念他
多少钱我 不能忍受被这遥远

但最重要的，我想告诉他
我爱他这么多，
我不能没有他的照片被


图片生活不能没有你我的生活 dave♥
图片你不能没有'周围握着我的手，
图片我们不能坐在单独的土地方的
我不能被你的图片没有我这 么远 dave，
图片不能没有你打电话叫我宝贝
图 片你不能被'五英里远，
图片不能去'的另一天
即 使只是一通电话

我尝试长距离的爱，我叫AT＆T公司
我想贝尔大西洋，斯普林特
但其中没有连接我给你
是啊，哇噢，是啊

我尝试长距离的爱，我叫AT＆T公司
我想贝尔大西洋，斯普林特
但其中没有连接我给你


不能与其他鸡你的图片，男孩，我不 能吃
图片不能在我的脑海里，我可以不睡
图片我们永远不能被'超过2英尺
这种爱无法图片事情并不意味着是，
图片你不能在我家附近没有驾驶'
图片不能对他们恨你'因为你太好，
图片我不能去'的另一天
即使你只是一个电话



1-800
拨打我的男人，我可以以最快的速度
他是我的长途电话情人
那么远，我的宝贝


只连接在Facebook和MSN ...

the scientist...

到了见到你，告诉你进出口抱歉
你不知道你是多么可爱
我要找到你，告诉你，我需要你
告诉你，我除了你设置
告诉我你的秘密，并问我你的问题
让回去开始
跑在圈子，来了尾巴
除了首脑在沉默

没有人说很容易
它对于我们这样一个耻辱部分
没有人说很容易
从来没有人说，这将是这方面继续努力
带我回到开始
我只是在猜测的数字和数字


除了拉你的困惑
科学问题，科学与进步
不要发言，我的心大声
告诉我你爱我，我回来困扰
我急于开始
跑在圈子，追逐我们的尾巴
回来了，因为我们

BACK TO SCHOOL...

It's been ages since I last update my blog.

I've been busy with packing my stuff and HIGH SCHOOL.

I have started class day aboutone week.

The first week was orientation.

Let's not talk about Orientation.

The first week of high schooL is without tutorial classes.

I am not sure why. (:

The first week of high schooL are quite fun.

The DK temperature quite good, but LB is not good.

Although DK's temperature quite good but I am still sweating!

The classroom not that good. *in sense of temperature. hahha

I AM SWEATING ALL DAY LONG!

I remember the first day.

The lecturer called my name and the whole class looked at me.

That time was lecturer.

The lecturer is like giving us a discussion then she's planning to call one of the name in the list.

Then she is like 'owhh, i like this name...THEA'

haha..

I was like. *omggg!*

* The whole class looking at me*

so embarassing weihhh!

So yeahh.. thats the story I think... hehehe

I am now in Aunt's house.

So I get to online.

I didnt been online for 2 days already.

The broadband don' really can use.

Owh yeaa, I got 2 very nice suitor!

Both of them are really good.

Treat me very nice.

I don't spend so much like last time.

I took my breakfast at home.

Lunch, I took it at school if I didn't go back home.

Dinner, i sometimes take oats, bread or go out and buy.

Tomorrow going out with frends ..

Dinnerr!

wait for my next post! (:

PuH LeaSe........

Oh please, get a life !
Stop stalking at my life and I need my own privacy.
Do not simply assume what am I going to do the next because you will never know.
If you wanna know the truth please do ask me and never simply predict or guess yourself.
By guessing in wrong way might not affect you but it's actually ruin up my mood like this.
You don't care your mood but I care, please do not step on my limit.
I'm seriously mad about it ! Stop that action and I'm sick of it.

Please, get a life.
Do something else that bring happiness to your own family but not ruining up my mood in that way.
You're just being a little bit over.

Thank you and I will appreciate that but you're still will continue your way right ?

argh !

Just forget about it, sakai !

p/s I will never underestimate woman !

weekend seems to have passed so slowly

Finally its thursday, a day that i've been waiting for..
Guess what, my dear grandma will be back tonight!
I do sound like I'm a grandma's girl right?haha
Maybe I am :)
It just feels so not normal to not have my grandma around.
I feel lonely and left out
I have no one to watch tv dramas with
I have no breakfast from the market like every other saturdays
and I have no one to dine with on the dinner table at nite..
I miss my grandma!

You know what? from this week onwards I've learnt to live without eyeliner
I step out the house to attend classes with no eyeliner.
That was something huge for me as I've always been so dependent on my eyeliner
and I constantly have to use makeup remover..bad bad for the skin.
Now i've learn to put my eyeliner aside and I go light with just mascara :)
It's healthier for my skin this way.
I believe you girls know how much damage makeup can do to our skin.
We may not see the effects now but once we grow older, our skin will tell.
Try to live without it if you can :)


I bet this is the first time you're seeing me without any eyeliner
Just a light touch of mascara and thats it. Anyway, can't really see the mascara also..lol
So this is me behind all that thick eyeliner and falsies
Lots of difference?Do I look okie?
Maybe a little 'chan' right..haha

That's all for now dearies.

I hope you guys had a great weekend

Have a great week ahead aite!

Untill next time...

xoxoxoxo

~aFTeR SCHooL~

yesterday me and my classmate's went to grand mall after school ...♥
because we don't have class in 4 days so we need to b0nding. ...♥

~xD so lazy to teLL d whOLe story ... Let d picture taLk..♥



TAKE 1
me holding LoLLip0p


TAKE 2
waLking...♥


TAKE 3
me so fatty..T_T


TAKE 4
me n joLLybee....♥


my dear cristy~


TAKE 6
me n cristy i L0ok stupid..bLeKk....


TAKE 7
me x cristy x jenen x tary..♥


TAKE 8
♥tintin x cristy♥

dunno wat im doing..
aLL i noe s dat im so hungry ds tiMe~


TAKE 9
taking pic wyL waiting vo d order...


TAKE 10
crisy n tary...one of d smart gaLs n our cLass...


TAKE 11
rene x jenen

sundaeeeeee.....♥


TAKE 13
we acting cute.....


me n cristy♥


TAKE 15
at d shop♥


me n C.R



TAKE 17
dun take La im reading s0me bLank notebo0k haha~


We Are SENIOR....

Last Take...OMG!!!!
Duno he taking pic...XD


actuaLLy stiLL got pic but as i said....im a Lazzy gaL Lazy to upLoad
weLL TMRW is FRIDAY THE 13th...

g0inG to grand MaLL again... SinG K..♥




THE END=)