Saturday, September 25, 2010

..the conversation..

this pain I feel

wont go away

And today I’m missing you

I thought that from this heartache

I could escape

But I fronted long enough to know

There ain’t no way....

Well I thought I could just get over you..

But I see that’s something I just can’t do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can’t find a way

To let go of you..T-T
12 hours ago · Comment · UnlikeYou, Stupiid テア and 2 others like this.

Grace 은혜 wew dear . =(
12 hours ago · Like

Stupiid テア aiyo~
12 hours ago · Like

Grace 은혜 dun be sad
12 hours ago · Like

Stupiid テア cant Larh..duno wat to do~ duno wat im going to bLiv...
12 hours ago · Like

Stupiid テア tnx vo d Likes...=)
11 hours ago · Like

Mahiru Chida cheer up dear..plz,
10 hours ago · Like

Stupiid テア T-T
10 hours ago · Like

Dave Lee ‎... Tiny....
Dont cry plizz...
6 hours ago · Like · 1 person

Mahiru Chida to late she ady cry..
3 hours ago · Like

Dave Lee tiny...

U cnt be like thz...
I worry about u...
Dear,, pliz.....
39 minutes ago · Like

Stupiid テア puh-Lease...
37 minutes ago · Like

Mahiru Chida dont larh~
36 minutes ago · Like

Stupiid テア i want peace of mind...space La..
31 minutes ago · Like

Dave Lee just hate me then...
Its ok..
I dserve it..
31 minutes ago · Like

Stupiid テア no i should hate myseLf ..
coz im so easy!! idiot,
30 minutes ago · Like

Mahiru Chida tin~ dont b like dat.. u silly u really made me worry,,
28 minutes ago · Like

Stupiid テア dont worry to much!! how about maison tonite so u can acompany me?
22 minutes ago · Like

Mahiru Chida nooo~ drink again?? no~ i wont u got class tomorow n exam..cant lar~ sorry my dear,
16 minutes ago · Like

Dave Lee tiny...
Ur nt an idiot...
Would u stop caling urself like that??
Rmmber when i say i named u tiny,, ur frens tell u its the opposite of u..

Tiny,, dnt call uself like thz anymre,, ur nt like that, ur the oppostite of it...
Tiny...
15 minutes ago · Like

Stupiid テア ‎@mahiru..dont wan?? its my treat...
13 minutes ago · Like

Stupiid テア ‎@dave~enough!! n stop acting Like u care at aLL..
12 minutes ago · Like

Mahiru Chida aigo~ no~ bad la~ i dun want u to get drunk le..
9 minutes ago · Like

Stupiid テア u dun want?? dn i'll go by myseLf...pity Me..T-T
6 minutes ago · Like

Mahiru Chida T-T dont b like dat..u noe i dun want u to b alone n dat place!!
okok i'll try..but im not doing ds for ur alcohol..i'm doing ds vo u coz i care bout u~

THE END_____♥


The END.....♥
Hear that u may only belong to me~i know it...but i don't wanna face the fact about u!u broke my heart too much..!whenever!
maybe u dun think so...its true!
may i leave yr world?
u r correcter than me forever...!
am i wrong?wrong?wrong?always........
i should forgive u all times...
heart was pain without u
damn hate this feeling....pain pain pain..!!!!!!!
babe....do u thing it so?
everynight...the teara accompany me to fall asleep...cause of u..do u know it?!
i care...i really care...when u saying luv me...damn sweet..but so wat!!
u saying others gal too...this is true luv of mii?
I'M A SUPER SILLY!!!!!!!
wat i feeling when u always like this...!had u respect me?
I HATE U...must leave u now...be strong.....don't be silly again...
n u gave me all memory...I'ii put in my heart till forever..




.

♥LUV U...GOODBYE..♥

♥It's all over♥


爱太痛 -




吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
我不能够 不能够不爱了
我不能睡
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我不能够 不能够不爱了




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昨天无意中听了吴克勤的—爱太痛
很感触哦。。
听了眼泪都快掉下来了
突然想起以前的事想起我和他的回忆
有快乐的。也有悲伤的
以前的我太不懂事
幼稚 天真
真的想彻底忘记你
希望可以让自己好过点
每当遇到你
心想
或许我们真的不适合在一起
每次和好
都还怕又再一次受伤害
我不想我们的关系一直纠缠不清才想再一次拥有你
你让我非常没有安全感
还怕你再次从我身边离开
我曾怀疑过我在你心里的位子
因为我觉得你不在乎我
每当遇见你
你都会在我心里越来越模糊
越来越陌生
我知道我们不可能再回到过去
以前的我
用尽力挽回
可是现在
我想已经不再需要了!

回忆

很想对你说: 既然爱,为什么不说出口?有些东西失去了,就在也回不来了!

I don't know what do u think about me..maybe u think nothing at all.




FOR♥U

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

miss u much..♥


这是如此艰难的爱 有很长的距离
它似乎像
嗯,这似乎只是他的那么远
当我叫他,他不回答
嗯,看来不会成为像世界

(T.T)

我只是想拿起电话就听到他的声音

我请他,让自由之声响彻,直到他的 答案和环
只是告诉他我是多么想念他
多少钱我 不能忍受被这遥远

但最重要的,我想告诉他
我爱他这么多,
我不能没有他的照片被


图片生活不能没有你我的生活 dave♥
图片你不能没有'周围握着我的手,
图片我们不能坐在单独的土地方的
我不能被你的图片没有我这 么远 dave,
图片不能没有你打电话叫我宝贝
图 片你不能被'五英里远,
图片不能去'的另一天
即 使只是一通电话

我尝试长距离的爱,我叫AT&T公司
我想贝尔大西洋,斯普林特
但其中没有连接我给你
是啊,哇噢,是啊

我尝试长距离的爱,我叫AT&T公司
我想贝尔大西洋,斯普林特
但其中没有连接我给你


不能与其他鸡你的图片,男孩,我不 能吃
图片不能在我的脑海里,我可以不睡
图片我们永远不能被'超过2英尺
这种爱无法图片事情并不意味着是,
图片你不能在我家附近没有驾驶'
图片不能对他们恨你'因为你太好,
图片我不能去'的另一天
即使你只是一个电话



1-800
拨打我的男人,我可以以最快的速度
他是我的长途电话情人
那么远,我的宝贝


只连接在Facebook和MSN ...

Saturday, September 18, 2010

the scientist...




到了见到你,告诉你进出口抱歉
你不知道你是多么可爱
我要找到你,告诉你,我需要你
告诉你,我除了你设置
告诉我你的秘密,并问我你的问题
让回去开始
跑在圈子,来了尾巴
除了首脑在沉默

没有人说很容易
它对于我们这样一个耻辱部分
没有人说很容易
从来没有人说,这将是这方面继续努力
带我回到开始
我只是在猜测的数字和数字


除了拉你的困惑
科学问题,科学与进步
不要发言,我的心大声
告诉我你爱我,我回来困扰
我急于开始
跑在圈子,追逐我们的尾巴
回来了,因为我们

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

BACK TO SCHOOL...

It's been ages since I last update my blog.
I've been busy with packing my stuff and HIGH SCHOOL.
I have started class day aboutone week.

The first week was orientation.
Let's not talk about Orientation.

The first week of high schooL is without tutorial classes.
I am not sure why. (:

The first week of high schooL are quite fun.
The DK temperature quite good, but LB is not good.
Although DK's temperature quite good but I am still sweating!
The classroom not that good. *in sense of temperature. hahha
I AM SWEATING ALL DAY LONG!

I remember the first day.
The lecturer called my name and the whole class looked at me.
That time was lecturer.
The lecturer is like giving us a discussion then she's planning to call one of the name in the list.
Then she is like 'owhh, i like this name...THEA'
haha..
I was like. *omggg!*
* The whole class looking at me*
so embarassing weihhh!

So yeahh.. thats the story I think... hehehe

I am now in Aunt's house.
So I get to online.
I didnt been online for 2 days already.
The broadband don' really can use.

Owh yeaa, I got 2 very nice suitor!
Both of them are really good.
Treat me very nice.

I don't spend so much like last time.
I took my breakfast at home.
Lunch, I took it at school if I didn't go back home.
Dinner, i sometimes take oats, bread or go out and buy.

Tomorrow going out with frends ..
Dinnerr!
wait for my next post! (:

Thursday, September 9, 2010

PuH LeaSe........


Oh please, get a life !
Stop stalking at my life and I need my own privacy.
Do not simply assume what am I going to do the next because you will never know.
If you wanna know the truth please do ask me and never simply predict or guess yourself.
By guessing in wrong way might not affect you but it's actually ruin up my mood like this.
You don't care your mood but I care, please do not step on my limit.
I'm seriously mad about it ! Stop that action and I'm sick of it.

Please, get a life.
Do something else that bring happiness to your own family but not ruining up my mood in that way.
You're just being a little bit over.

Thank you and I will appreciate that but you're still will continue your way right ?

argh !

Just forget about it, sakai !






p/s I will never underestimate woman !

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

weekend seems to have passed so slowly


Finally its thursday, a day that i've been waiting for..
Guess what, my dear grandma will be back tonight!
I do sound like I'm a grandma's girl right?haha
Maybe I am :)
It just feels so not normal to not have my grandma around.
I feel lonely and left out
I have no one to watch tv dramas with
I have no breakfast from the market like every other saturdays
and I have no one to dine with on the dinner table at nite..
I miss my grandma!

You know what? from this week onwards I've learnt to live without eyeliner
I step out the house to attend classes with no eyeliner.
That was something huge for me as I've always been so dependent on my eyeliner
and I constantly have to use makeup remover..bad bad for the skin.
Now i've learn to put my eyeliner aside and I go light with just mascara :)
It's healthier for my skin this way.
I believe you girls know how much damage makeup can do to our skin.
We may not see the effects now but once we grow older, our skin will tell.
Try to live without it if you can :)


I bet this is the first time you're seeing me without any eyeliner
Just a light touch of mascara and thats it. Anyway, can't really see the mascara also..lol
So this is me behind all that thick eyeliner and falsies
Lots of difference?Do I look okie?
Maybe a little 'chan' right..haha




That's all for now dearies.
I hope you guys had a great weekend
Have a great week ahead aite!
Untill next time...
xoxoxoxo