Sunday, August 30, 2009

Yums And more..

PeopLe have been telling me about this great and classy desert place.
Yesterday was the ever first time at Demetries brought by joan.
muwah, thanks.Choices were kinda cute, colourful and not the mention they provided
good services!
Then we ordered vanilla cripes and strawberries with with cream on the
side.

Maybe a little zoom in..

Watch the strawberry syrup dipping wow!

Overall I rate it 8/10; sucha yum.


Unfortunately my outfit for the day wasn't matching with the surrounding:
blue top and brown contact lenses.
bye♥



Spent 300 bucks in 5 days

What a record!
These 5 days after my last pay cheque had totally killed my debit card on footwear,
clothes, food and more to come!
I swear, I never felt so great on my spending before
cos when I was a kid,

I 'll never get the things I wanted so badly in fact,
waiting for the best birthday gift once every year might take a little while.
Since work had started on last juLy 08, things had change just like that.
In 6 days later, nobody will be like,

"Yeviko I can't believe you're only 15!"In 6 days later,
I get to take my G1 license and drive the hell outta Ren's car like he promised
(:In 6 days and 2 years later I'ma getting my raise soon.
In 6 years and 3 years till I am finally illegal.

In 6 days later, people no longer treating me like a little girl.
In 6 days later, I could boast around and say YES I'M SIXTEEN!

Anyhoo, Joan did my hair the other day.
A little light brownish this time and some curls. But thanks to that,
I couldn't sleep for the whole night cos it hurts so badly ):
After all, Joan did promised to bring me to her ex salon place
for some permanent curls.


Question in mind : leave my hair naturally straight or curls better?
Frankly, my natural hair was not to boast, very healthy like nobody
could tell I did it blonde for the whole head, then brown,
then black and black again then brown right now.
I manage it not by hair treatment but just not to put much attention on it.
If you do care for it so much,


why does German shepherd's fur looks perfectly fine without them putting on conditioner everyday?
Next I would really wanna try on permanent curls or braids
like black hairs cos they look awesome.

Does it suit on Asian hair tho?


Help me out!

Friday, August 28, 2009

my m0rning

i was waken by my brother , though I predict that today will be nasty.
kids were the noises creature on Earth if anyone would've noticed.Even
worst than the stubb0rn donkey in the whole world!

oh boy! another day to skip my studying hours.All my hard work bring the
text bo0k home results into nothing, Worst stiLL, daMn miss my sis^


mum fried chiken wings and i was amazed by her co0king methods,

tin:mum why are u boiling chickens??

mum: i don't have a proper flying pan so this can be a way of frying chicken
wings too.

tin:It's gonna take a long time!

mum:it's not for you anyway.

I'M MUTE.

mum boil chickens with oil,is that called frying??Heh, but I understand the
fact that mum's trying to have her own ways :I made a big fan of her.

And so i was wrong. lo0k at the results!

0h excuse the third wing in the middle cos I cant stand how chio they lo0k
and I had s0me!

Thursday, August 27, 2009

changing


I need change...

Dun wan be a child anymore....
no more childish....
juz be myself...
im growing...





Now...i hv a messy hair,
a mashed face,
a fatty body,
a dark dark skin,




im disappointing now....
i wanna decorat myself....




Now,
im poor...
english poor
klowlege poor
what also poor....my brain r small anyways...
but i will try to squeeze all wat i learn into my litter brain...
i will try it...


i wan improve myself....


Give me a chance to Change

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

go on diet..

today was my 1st day dietusually
i used to eat alot but today totally
a new day for myself
i used o eat more than 3 meals per day
i loves to eat those junkfood and tidbits
as wellbut starting from today
SAY NO TO MYSELF!
i saw many foods today
but i cant eat..starting from today no meat,
no rice not even vegetables
what i eat??only yogurt,hi-fibre biscuits
and fruits thats all that i need..
i have to eat it for 3months continuously
i cant imagine how to take it
its like no choice for me to choose
only yogurt and yogurt
i promised myself that i will achieve what i want
as long as i got the heart to do it
i believe in myself
i must do it
nothing is impossible
i do look pale and today
can say as like sick people
i cant eat..i seems like those beggar
who dont have money to buy
what to do??
i have to do it!!losing my weight to __kg is my target
i have to lose 20 more kgARGHHH..
so hard..really hard..
wish me luck yea..today i just ate 6 slides of biscuits,

Monday, August 17, 2009

Found my old pic frm my old fs...Feel lik i look so ugly last time....
N also so damn childish...

Now onli im feel tat im realli a big gal edi....

Everything change...

Not onli wan to b a beautiful gal

,even wan to get slim...So im on diet now...

Everyday onli 1 meal... I noe is unhealthy...

Even lao gong also saying me jor...Wat to do...

I wan to get slim as soon as i can..

I wan to b sexy as miao miao... I wan to b gorgeous...

Now im FAT but im adorable... hehe^^So i hope i can do it...

Not onli i change thinking bout my look,even everything...

My love,start on frm now no more puppy love...

My love will b true love n also serious 1...Now yeviko onli nid my baby kok ho...

I wanna b wit him forever...He will b wit me forever,not few months love anymore...

N i change many thinking bout future...But sumtimes i feel future wont b tat easy anymore...

I had plan everything bout my future...

Sumtimes feel i cant c my future...


im

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

aLoNE

Again...
let myself b alone...
lock myself in the room...
fren call me out for gossip also useless....
what can i do?
what should i do?
what i doing to do?
i don't no.....

the problem being their from the start untill now....
juz we not willing to face it...
we always avoid it...
more than 2 years...
not we dun noe where the problemss...
juz we avoid it....
but,
how long we can avoid?
i wanna solve it right now!

im really weary ...
relinquish pls if really not work....
my hand look deformity
the mosquito bite
can u c the MICKEY shape??
My birth is before the Final!
Shit man!
cant play fun at all!!!
but my schedule still very full...hiak hiak....
izit im too indulge myself?
i will study hard and study smart!
but really didn't have 100% confidence to pass all the subject....
How much should i pay if i retake the subject or re-exam???

spot the white spot!
Have our OA presentation on today....
ntg nevours...that lecturer damn 'catual' 1...hiak hiak....
and the film & art presentation....errhhhh....
this saturday need to school for the stupid presentation
stupid lecturer!
sorry for my out of control on yesterday....
sorry for my suddenly irascible...
sorry for scare u all...
sorry....
don't know why i always like to make this......

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Friday, August 7, 2009


Time really past fast....feel like juz starting my new collage life....already 1 month!!!it's exam time....monday juz finish English foundation Test 1n today algeBRA...nervous...finally finished my BRA....haha...Next will b OA,Eco,Moral,Film.....OMG!!!!Mid term is COMING SOOON....abit fast for me..

scare...
nervous...
worry...
stressss....

now im din hv extra time for blog....
n also many thing wan to do....but cant...
study hard!!!
add oil!
I wan dye my hair!!!
now my hair color like shit!!!!

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

photo shooting

1st take

2nd take 3rd take



4rt take
5th take
tiz pic one of my favor♥
Luv it muakZz.....
n d Last take
Lazy to write ~Let pic to talk ...
其实你心里在想什麽
需要什么
可以给我懂吗?
你的无所谓让我很难受
.....

NS

recently feeling betterlast few days really moody like hellno need buang sekolah dhahateacher actually so good whati 70+ daysss didn't go school but she only wrote 6060days actually need to buang dshe said gimme more 4 days to pontengif more than 4 days not go to schoolshe will buang me..haha..ask her to feel easy in mind,cause i already ready to prepare a stack of paper and envelopei'll pass up the letter when i absentbut i need to think many reason from nowheadachethanks my sharlene babe..next week that letter she help me do and write it..for absenr two days..hoho..thanks a lot!and about NS..school a lot friend kene ns..when the name list out that time i really damn worry abt itbut luckily i'm not =)bro , sis and me also no need to go that those national servicereally happy now..lols!dumb msg! a bit flu nowlater mum need to bring me go to subsequent visit that china doctor ==thinking need to drink that china medi again really want to vomitbut no choiceyesterday when reach tuition center therei ask 2leng accompany me go toiletmany ppl online play game therethan 2leng said: eh..got people view + ing ur picture (face so lame & fake)than i not to pay attention pull her go toilet with mewhen we go outshe said that again: eh..they really view ur blog now.i stare her than see there againi said: waa..the background really got a bit like my blogthan i carefully to see..really is my bloghahathat two girls i don't know them wanfrom other schoolthan i faster to run awaydon't let people see my real n not make up facethat 2leng still walk to beside them said want to heard what they talking about mei pull her to go tuition..haha

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