Bye Nudy GraY !!

Oh my goodness ,
I just realized that the lens that
I wearing now is going to be expired !




seriously , I just used lens within 3 months
and after that I will see them in the rubbish bin
even though their life span is 1 year.
I do care my eyes a lot now ! =)

NUDY GRAY gonna leave me now.
awwwwww , sad !
But i think i would like to try a new type lens,
hmm , have to headache and think about what lens to buy !

xoxo

i am

I'm an angel, I'm a devil
I am sometimes in between
I'm as bad it can get
And good as it can be
Sometimes I'm a million colors
Sometimes I'm black and white
I am all extremes
Try figure me out you never can
There's so many things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm someone filled with self-belief
And haunted by self-doubt
I've got all the answers
I've got nothing figured out
I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
I'm up and I am down
But that's part of the thrill
Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am


I'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm not sure who I am

! SICK !

Everything been so sick..
mentality sick,
heart sick,
myself sick too...

Actually being alone facing all the shit things is really suffer.
i trying my best to over come everything..
smoothing all the things..
recovering my heart..

I'm starting use to be like this..
be lonely at night,taking care myself,living alone day by days...
friends is thg i cannot lost now..
thx for those who beside me,comfort me..

I decided to make up myself,be strong again.
pay all my heart and effort to myself,my life , my STUDIES!
i cannot be like this anymore..cz no one will pity me..
i have to be more shine,more tough! hit the goal i want!
all the shit things cant beat me down!!
i will stand up and keep walking from fall.
i know its hard,but i will try!

Even i know things i dont want to know,fact that i dont want accept,
memories that i dont want forget,pain that cant heal,
mistake that cannot recorrect,person that cannot come back,
times that cannot return,things that never change,
happen that i cant understand,karma that i have to take..
life no u-turn..time is running out,thing happen mean happen,
sun is still rise and set...

Once upon a time,im a happy girl too...
I want my confident back,
want my smile back,
want to know who is the right one..
i want happiness,
i want normal life.
if i can choose,i want to be normal.
normal look,no fame,no nothg..
be a normal happy girl..
life is smooth..
everything is fine...

even now i still emo-ing,cant stop myself..still down...
but, wish me luck! i'm trying...

loves,

Lies & hate

够了吧 ?

真的看透你了 !!
还要骗我多少次 ?
还想玩多久 ?

在你身上仿佛看见“他”的影子。
其实是没有分别吧 ?
或许可以说，比“他”糟 !!!

就是一个字...
“贱” !!

你知道我在说谁的。
对 ! 就是你 !!!

请...!!!
不要再跟我解释，更没有这个必要。
不要再拿一大堆的烂借口压我。
不要再跟我说，你对我有多真。

从今以后...别指望我还会相信你 !!

你只是一个大骗子 !!!



现在的我，有多恨你，你自己清楚明白 !!



You're just a PLAY BOY.
&
You're just a LIAR.

Please,

Go away from me !!!
&
Get out from my life !!!

NOW !!!

CRYiiNG for LOVE T-T

I just can't understand the ways of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart and then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me And how our love was meant to be
and I believed in you i thought that you would set me free


You should've just told me the truth that I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue so my heart depended on you, whoa


Although I'll say I hate you now though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie i gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled to give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again but I will fall in love again
I loved you so now you leave me in the cold
How could this be i thought that you'd only love me

Into the nighti will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so i just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness to do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain will you please take it all away

Never thought being born a girl how I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall to never get torn again


You do not need more It `s say more
Have changed within the heart
I have no choice but to let you go thus forced to admit you do not..

Just so you know actually felt
You'll still get away with me and hopefully if you only knew
It will remain ever the I love you always in my heart

I thought it was so now you're gone but its not
Mossy not cope with i always asked myself this
Are you far if I admitted all??


Force to keep it all
But I continue to question
When will it end .....?

Random Post AGAIN

Saturday, planned to go to MaLL - GRAND MALL at the night. COZ we wanted to sing ~K before that. Asked my cLasmeyt to join also =)

After Rec0gnition went out.







Crazy face again. I knew so ugly.
Don't ask why. No reason, because I like to do. hahas.



im ch0osnq sonq's ne~
No mood at all. Zzz...


At night, my mom went to her friend's house and over night at there.Leave us slept aloneeeeeeeeeeeeee ='( But luckly, I can used my laptop to online. nenenebubu~

I played video call with below this two "siao eh"~ I miss them. =DDD



vivi chan x baobeii tintin dats me x zhanq ~_~





if u guyss want tu cHat with Me do visit diis Link but the thing iis i onLi on9 on weekends at night...
i jus on9 n0w coz we dont have e cLass ~

Recognition dayy !!!

yesterday was are recognition day !!
had so much fun...

coz we senior's have a dance number and im one of it !!
so shy ne~ so many ppL stare at me wen its my turn to dance !!!

weLL her's d pics wer taken yesterday ...
Let d pic taLk Lazzy to teLL d whLe story !!



Me n LiezeL chuu~



tintin x LiezeL x intet x jhenZ ~



our BeLoved adViseR Miss JuveLyn E.Goopio make uping her student steLLa ~



wee....Love diis pic !



my beLoved cLassmeyt's ♥



TINTIN



my baobeii's steLLa x yeca x intet !



my LittLe sister's chay x intet



dear cyutie



gLadys x jenen x intet x steLLa



cyutie x steLLa x intet x charLie x LiezeL

dat's aLL vo n0w actuaLLy der r stiLL Lots of pic n g0t video of our dance but as usuaL im a Lazzy gaL so many to detaiL !! reaLLy had fun


P.S i'm broken ~ RNB