nowadays =.=

this day is a bit tiring but not bad ~
got my new bonding time wif frends ~

school is exhausting I think I just found the class we
also because i can not catch up with them,,,,

im only ther new classmate ...
so i need carefull with it ~

aiyo ~ we open the exam huhu ~
no going to my brain tell me I do not know how to do ~

Crib also miss mama and mami were my sister
I also call your grandmother ...

shit she cry and say she really miss me ~
I also cried in the middle of the road ~

back to funny things ..

Last night of heavy rain ...
I went out to buy a person for a school

WTF .... but while I walk the way
suddenly a van passed psukk ~ ~

I sprinkle water to flood
I Vision

who already have the passage of night school student's ...
laugh a laugh ... haha

I just said what? Life so that??

haha LOL ~

TaeYang♥

When the music starts

You will vow to spend

The rest of your life with him

How I prayed every night

This day would never come

I'm Back..♥

I just deleted 387 posts. :O

And yes, i'm changing my layout. This is just a testing post :)

Stay tune, if anyone are still out there reading. LOL.

EDITED; 6.28pm

Okay. A little bit of proper post now with pictures too. I've been MIA too much lately till everyone is asking me where the hell i've been too. LOL.

Long story short, I've been having a lot problems lately. Not gonna tell it out here. Maybe not now. Because its way too much to tell. I could really write a book if i were to tell everything here. Alot of people been asking me where have i been to lately. I've been everywhere. I became a fan like a bitch these days. Yes, i wonder why too. Don't ask. If i said stress, i'm sure you guys will fuck me up to the wall. So i rather not say its because of stress. LOL.

Anyways, eventhough life haven't been so well lately. I still have my girls and my brothers to be there for me. I love them. Oh, btw, I'm no longer in Taylors already. No, i did not change to TARC. A lot of people thinks i'm in TARC. I'M NOT. I just stop working. Currently studying now. So you see, my life been busy. Really busy. Most of the time im studying but i still got the time to go out and find some entertaiment even tho i need to study the next day and usually i'm late for scho0L the very next day. LOL.

Olivia Ong - Sometimes when we touch

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
Id rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
In what you say or do
Im only just beginning
To see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through all the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
Im just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times Id like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times Id like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you try
I watched while love commands you
And Ive watched love pass you by
At times I think were drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold ya till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

吵架篇

我们吵架了，
是从一间小事情发生，
那天，
在他家吃饭，
吃完饭后，
就一起坐在沙发上看戏，
他很黏我，
我就故意不要让他黏...
当时心情好好的，
只是想跟他玩玩，
怎么知道他用生气的眼神瞪着我，
过后有笑回...

当他瞪着我时，
我的火就开始点燃了，
他不知道，
竟然还搔我痒，
而且是痛的不是痒的，
我没开口骂他，
就脸臭臭静静的看戏，
毕竟是在他家，
他の妈妈和大哥都有在，
他看到我静静，
知道我生气了，
所以他哄哄我咯
可是我还是不领情，
过后他也生气，
电话响了，
我叫他听，
他不睬我。

好！！！
我就打算自己走回家
走出家门，
他竟然跟我吵起来，
还把头盔用力の丢在地上，
不顾我の面子，
也该顾虑到家人吧
在家人面前跟女朋友吵架很好看咩？
猪头的！！！
竟然还喝我。

算了，
从那一刻起，
我就一直想为什么我有这样的男朋友？
竟然用流氓的样子来跟我吵，
还威胁我

为什么吵架？
我还要顾虑到你？

我心里一直在想，
如果我真的自己走回家，
他会做出什么傻事
一直担心
最后还是让他载回









我不要再有一个会自虐的男朋友
我不想再被这个动作受威胁
我不想当罪人



可以放过我吗？


啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

Long Distance ♥our killing us♥

Baby haniy...
so long time no send me comment le?
still xiang me ma neh?
hmp, u still love me?
sory 4 u vry much cuz my cpu broken can't on9 eeeh!
hate it! still fix it...

hmp so my haniy must have good life there k?

Siwh you in your birthday meet me someday^,

haha,

Vin L0v3 Tin F0r3v3r!!

n 3^0l I

M@KZ!!

• 戦 闘妖精 雪の风_VIN

  i wan to IF u r realy b wiv me^,
  will u b mine anymore...???
• 戦 闘妖精 雪の风_VIN

  so u got 4get me n keep in touch wiv other guyz?^
• 戦 闘妖精 雪の风_VIN

  i tel my feel evrytime 2 u i dun hav other meaning... wen i say luv u i fear coz i dono u play or getting real...
  ur frenz tel me u got real bf im true feel like a fool, but i still happi wan keep in touch wiv u...
• 戦 闘妖精 雪の风_VIN

  ben dang... no i din't 4get u, but wen i hear u fren tel me tat u juz play on me n i not sure about it, tat time im true miss u,
  wen i true wan b u bf n i get seriously... i dono i juz nid u num to keep in touch but im not for other mean, but im true wan keep in touch wif u for a real, yea... u knw my tat frenz rite...?
• 
  
• 戦 闘妖精 雪の风_VIN
• sory babiii i long time no open msn looh,
  hmp c i gt open i jz find my baby~
  hahaha,
  mizz u so much... haniy...
  u fine ter?
  i miss u so much!!
  
  sabishii desu baby...
  
  i LUV Vi@n so much!

i misss u baby.. wer r u?
hmp my life turn vry lonely, im owezz alone,
wer my tintin long time no reply me comment neh??
miss u baby...
im still love u u knw?...
u still hav me???

i luv u...

戦 闘妖精 雪の风_VIN

hw's my princess...
i miss u...
hmppp, i wan kiss kiss~ >,

戦 闘妖精 雪の风_VIN

baobei.., erm...
im jz fine...
hmp lonely...
so y my koi din't gv me d num?????
U say tat luv me much... bt sure izit luv me n need me?

hmp... so tk care cz im care u...
it ok if baby nth more treat me...
im jz a sad...
nobody cn help me, cz i tell who, im miss u... b'cz im luving u... :'X

truth is im really missing u baobei...
h0pe our love wil never last...♥♥♥

♥MsN part 2♥

tonight so many chat me at MSN
but this gaL so intesrsthng....n cute♥


*unicef alvin ™ says:
hey
*unicef alvin ™ says:
its better to chat here
*unicef alvin ™ says:
hehe
noe jing says:
ya lo..
*unicef alvin ™ says:
so ur in filipino rite now?
noe jing says:
yaya...im in phill
*unicef alvin ™ says:
owh
*unicef alvin ™ says:
hows things over there?
noe jing says:
so u do medicine?? like a doctor??
*unicef alvin ™ says:
yup
noe jing says:
fine lo..summer so h0t
*unicef alvin ™ says:
was supposed to become a artist
*unicef alvin ™ says:
but declined
noe jing says:
why??
*unicef alvin ™ says:
parents dun allow
*unicef alvin ™ says:
since i can study
*unicef alvin ™ says:
so they said better study
noe jing says:
yaya better study 1st...
*unicef alvin ™ says:
was already accepted into sony entertainment
*unicef alvin ™ says:
they said i can make my own albums
*unicef alvin ™ says:
and they would send me overseas for concerts
*unicef alvin ™ says:
but then
*unicef alvin ™ says:
had to say no
*unicef alvin ™ says:
haha
noe jing says:
sony entertainment?? h0w c0oL

noe jing says:
so u mean ur a g0od singer??
*unicef alvin ™ says:
hmm
*unicef alvin ™ says:
i do sing
*unicef alvin ™ says:
lol
*unicef alvin ™ says:
but then only for a hobby
*unicef alvin ™ says:
and i do play piano too
noe jing says:
me oso..haha but not that g0od..
*unicef alvin ™ says:
oh..haha
*unicef alvin ™ says:
piano?
noe jing says:
yaya i do guitar 2..
*unicef alvin ™ says:
oh
*unicef alvin ™ says:
nice
*unicef alvin ™ says:
hehe
*unicef alvin ™ says:
play well?
noe jing says:
not that g0od..haha
*unicef alvin ™ says:
haha
*unicef alvin ™ says:
okie
*unicef alvin ™ says:
practice more
*unicef alvin ™ says:
hehe
*unicef alvin ™ says:
i got a diploma in piano
*unicef alvin ™ says:
and i compose songs
noe jing says:
do u play guitar??
*unicef alvin ™ says:
a bit
*unicef alvin ™ says:
hehe
*unicef alvin ™ says:
i like piano
noe jing says:
i really wan 2 play piano with my fav0rte s0ng..
*unicef alvin ™ says:
owh
*unicef alvin ™ says:
i dunno why but i alwyz think piano does give the best wong
noe jing says:
wait..
*unicef alvin ™ says:
song*
*unicef alvin ™ says:
okie
noe jing says:
i like Lost Memory u play that??
*unicef alvin ™ says:
hmm
*unicef alvin ™ says:
i can play any songs
*unicef alvin ™ says:
as long as u have de pieces
*unicef alvin ™ says:
or if i heard of it before
noe jing says:
do watch sassy girl...i love the way they play piano der...
*unicef alvin ™ says:
oh
*unicef alvin ™ says:
its not actually de way u play piano
*unicef alvin ™ says:
its how u bring out de sound
*unicef alvin ™ says:
and feelings for tat piece
noe jing says:
yaya makes me cry..
*unicef alvin ™ says:
owh,,.hehe
*unicef alvin ™ says:
so u watch a lot of dramas?
noe jing says:
yaya...specially korean drama..
*unicef alvin ™ says:
owh
*unicef alvin ™ says:
same
*unicef alvin ™ says:
i watch korean and japanese dramas
*unicef alvin ™ says:
haha
*unicef alvin ™ says:
very nice
noe jing says:
haha wat drama u really like??
*unicef alvin ™ says:
romance
*unicef alvin ™ says:
love stories
*unicef alvin ™ says:
thost type
*unicef alvin ™ says:
those*
noe jing says:
oh...i see
noe jing says:
i see that u really love playing piano so c0ol i envy you..
*unicef alvin ™ says:
yeah
*unicef alvin ™ says:
i play and sing
*unicef alvin ™ says:
and i love dancing
*unicef alvin ™ says:
haha
noe jing says:
u sing chinnese??
*unicef alvin ™ says:
yeah
*unicef alvin ™ says:
but my chinese is bad
noe jing says:
haha so many talent..
*unicef alvin ™ says:
lol
*unicef alvin ™ says:
i memorize it
noe jing says:
okok...
*unicef alvin ™ says:
im planin to go to japan
*unicef alvin ™ says:
ill be going to aus later on
noe jing says:
huh?? really??when???
*unicef alvin ™ says:
not sure yet
noe jing says:
oic....


actually this guy so cute....
but g0t gf ady =(