sorry na :((

Sorry na kung nagalit ka di naman sinasadya.. Kung may nasabi man ako init lang ng ulo Pipilitin kong magbago pangako sa iyo Sorry na, nakikinig ka ba? Malamang sawa ka na Sa ugali kong ito na ayaw magpatalo At parang sirang tambutso na hindi humihinto Sorry na talaga kung ako'y medyo tanga Hindi ako nag-iisip na-uuna ang galit Sorry na talaga sa aking nagawa Tanggap ko na mali ako wag sanang magtampo Sorry na...... Sorry na wag kang madadala Alam kong medyo nahihirapan ka Ang ibigin ang isang katulad kong parang timang Na paulit-ulit kang hindi sadyang nasasaktan Sorry na saan ka pupunta? Please naman wag kang mawawala Kapag ako ay iwan mo mamamatay ako Pagkat hawak mo sa iyong kamay ang puso ko... Mahal kita sobrang mahal kita Wala na akong pwedeng sabihin pang iba Kundi sorry talaga di ko sinasadya Talagang sobrang mahal kita Wag kang mawawala Sorry na......

I sorry ~

There's just too much things in my mind right now.
I can't hardly make a right decision.
Its like a big wave has just splash on ma face.
I really want to leave.
I don't know where to go.
I hate myself and my life.
Why putting all the blame on me? FUCKYOURSELF!



Be strong!
A lot of things happened these days.
I can't find any right ways to get out from this lost road.
But all I gotta do and say is to stay and be strong no matter what's gonna happen next! And of course, I do not want myself to regret for the things
I've done. SHITS !!


These days I am speechless.
I can not speak about my feelings these days.
I feel very numb. I am empty.
There is no one like me here.
I feel very uncomfortable. I am really the one you want?
I want to fall into the same hole,
because I have been through before the last time?
WHY do you and others than I am? Can you feel me?



Emo in the middle of the night.
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*cry*






How can you mend a broken heart ?

Broken hearts are never healed.
They haunt us for a lifetime even if we find someone else.
Our past teaches us lessons that make us more aware and more human.
Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better?
Breaking up with someone you care about is one of the toughest decisions any of us will ever have to go through.
Dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy.
just have to live the days as they are set out and not live in the past.
I loved you more than I have ever known.
What we had was something special.
Deep down from our hearts.
But now I have to go away.
And leave you from my heart...

i just want you to know that !!!!!

just because im quite
doesn't mean i have nothing to say.
i judge people too easily by my first impression.
i'd rather wait forever for the perfect guy,
than settle
for any ole' person.
im unpredictable and spontaneous.
i try to be forgiving.
i enjoy being unique.
im ambitious
and determined, but i can get lazy and unmotivated at times.
im a sucker
for compliments.
i'd rather look immature and have fun
than care
what other people think.
sometimes im rly confident and other times i feel
really insecure.
im creative
and imaginative.
im curious about everything.
friends mean everything
to me, but sometimes i just want to
be alone. i envy people who can
fit in so easily without even trying.
i try to be sympathethic and supportive,
even if sometimes
i fake it to make
you feel good. XD
im opinionated and stubborn, but im loyal,
sincere,
and caring. you can trust me with
your secrets unless it something that i
know will hurt you.
i always try to see the
best
in you, even
if you annoy me.
i hate it when
people make me feel guilty to get their way.
i'll always be here to listen to your problems.
i'll stick up for you no matter what happens.

Bruises on my hand ..

Can you see the bruises ?
This is how a stupid person made a stupid mistake ..
Used the stupid way to vent .. :(

Am so regret after I did this ..
It's not worth for me to do so .. anything happened we must try to solve it with proper way but not try to hurt ourselves ..

What I've did is I go and punch the wall .. LOL .. stupid right ?
But I don't think much when I do that ..
But now .. It is painful .. so please .. don't try this to yourself ..
you'll surely regret .. trust me !

i'm back ^^

I thought wanna update my blog again but without any topic .
So yeah here's the post for my New HAIR cut and Hair CoLoR .
But sorry for that . there's onLy 2 photos so that I couldn't get all here to share .
I will only post it randomly here k ?
Enjoy the photos , wuahahaha



MY OLD LOOK ~ Long HaiR REDDISH HAIR COLOR !!


and
and
and now ~ ??????


TAAAADAAAA..............



gOt shorth hair ady ~ and brownish HAIR COLOR !!
SORRY about my Look dont have any MAKE-UP XD

sick* T___T

Party and outing for the whole week and now, i’m sick!

Having serious sorethroat + Cough +FLU + Eyes infection GREAT!

It is amazingly annoying!

It wont be so serious if i didn’t try out my first TEQUILA in my life and went to La Mei Zi afterthat -__________-




No illness has been like a good hot pot Spicy Girl * a *

Men started to get angry so I will not take care of themselves: (people just want you to take care of me it!

These days have to force myself to drink ha ha ha and 10,000 ml of water to go next week regardless of the Spicy Girl!

Spicy Girl friend said do not know the boss is not under the drug that keeps me go-______________-

Spicy Girl In fact, I should take the advertising boss friends around me eat one addictive!

After I open a "hot disciples " to fight him a ha ha ha!



p / s: the photos finally put no makeup on me a lot of people are curious about the true face every time I draw a very strong makeup

If you can not accept it then I have nothing to say!

I'M BACK *

Hello, i’m back! i know i’ve neglected my blog for zillion years :(

Everyone forget about me, my blog visitors almost zero :’(:’(:’(

Sorry for delay this post for so long, i’m not into blogging mood since January. I’m really sorry! Thought of close my blog but this is my livelihood HAHAHA! so yea, i will continue blogging and update more often due to some readers complaint :( They actually e-mailed me and said that they miss me.. AWWW SO SWEET ♥




I am not interested in clubbing because i don’t like alcohol and i don’t know how to dance :( I can dance like MJ but i can’t dance like octopus!* slap self* Everytime go clubs only for “One Night Stand”, don’t misunderstand, it’s “STANDING” WHOLE NIGHT, go there stand and take pictures T______________T although i don’t like clubbing but i’ll still attend if they organize some event.






Sorry for delay this post for so long, i’m not into blogging mood since January. I’m really sorry! Thought of close my blog but this is my livelihood HAHAHA! so yea, i will continue blogging and update more often due to some readers complaint :( They actually e-mailed me and said that they miss me.. AWWW SO SWEET ♥




I am not interested in clubbing because i don’t like alcohol and i don’t know how to dance :( I can dance like MJ but i can’t dance like octopus!* slap self* Everytime go clubs only for “One Night Stand”, don’t misunderstand, it’s “STANDING” WHOLE NIGHT, go there stand and take pictures T______________T although i don’t like clubbing but i’ll still attend if they organize some event.

UpDaTes ♥

Things around me hav been changed.

our cLass is over ...

But still got suMMer cLasses.

Seemed to have lost my sense of direction.

duno wat can i do ... Tired of troubles.

Concerned about my studies. intoxicate myself with studies.

Friendship developed very well, but love ... haihzzzz ....

The world's best is love, love is also the most painful,

The most noble is love, love is also the most humble.

updates sum photo here ...

take a lots pic . enjoyed . LAZY TO WRITE .

On our way to costa BeLLa ~



my r0oM no. 494..
and ticket meaL ~ qot d name of my dad... takashi minemitzu ~



The rooM wer i'm gonna stay !



Some stuffs ~







Me and Mom she's eatinq Manqo LaRh ~



The pooL side DaMn nice ♥





d other p0oL side ~ qot many korean peopLe..



da sea side..
over der ~>



Nothinq to do take n take some pic of myseLf ^_^







After dat mom decided to go out for dinner ..
on d way pic ~



And we went to Kiashu a japanese restaurant...
ii ♥ japanese foods LarH ~



I'm Takenq pics Larh ~







Taken in my NIKON caMera ♥







One of my fav japanese food yum!!



After dat nite swimminq with my LiL bRo.



Goinq to sLeep ady Lar ~ daMn ugLy without make up ~



Nothinq much to teLL,so end this with aLL the pictures.

XOXO !!

i BeLieve ♥

I believe
Na ikaw lang at ako
Kung kaya't tayo ay pinagtagpo
I believe
Ang kapalaran mo'y ako
At sana ay ganun din ang puso mo

Noong una ay hindi mo ako gusto
Kaibigan lang ang turing mo
Paano na ako

Araw araw maghihintay
Hawak lamang ang sinabi mong
Baka mahal mo rin ako
Tama na sa'kin ang minsa'y
Binigyan mo ng pag-asa
Basta't mahal kita
Ikaw lang at ako ang magsasabi ng I Love You

I Believe
May ibang pangarap ka
At ka'y tagal nating di magkikita
Kung saan ka dalhin ng puso mo
Asahan mong ang pag-ibig ko'y sa'yo

Lumipas ang araw at parang kay tagal
Sa mga bituin nakatingin
Kausap ay ikaw

Araw araw maghihintay
Hawak lamang ang sinabi mong
Baka mahal mo rin ako
Tama na sa'kin ang minsa'y
Binigyan mo ng pag-asa
Basta't mahal kita
Ikaw lang at ako ang magsasabi ng I Love You

Ang buhay ko'y ikaw kailanpaman
Kahit tayo'y magkalayo
Tadhana na ang siyang daan
Ng pag-ibig mo'y maramdaman
Basta't ito ang pangako ko

Araw araw maghihintay
Hawak lamang ang sinabi mong
Baka mahal mo rin ako
Tama na sa'kin ang minsa'y
Binigyan mo ng pag-asa
Basta't mahal kita
Ikaw lang at ako ang magsasabi ng I Love You

Ikaw lang at ako ang magsasabi ng I Love You


..miss u na uep ~
..sorii au xsa acunq mqa na teLL nMu ~
..h0pe dii co nMu caLemtan ..
LOVE MART ♥

Can't HeLp MyseLf ♥

Can't sleep tonight,
'Cause you're on my mind.
I guess I'm in love once again.
they say a star,
'Cause that's what you are.
You light up my life once again.

I'll take this chance for another romance in my

Life,
'Cause you're all that I need.

I can't help myself,
From falling in love,
With somebody like you,
'Cause your feelings are true.
Can't help myself,
From falling in love.
For I can't help myself...
From falling for you...


All day I pray,
That forever you'll stay,
And won't let our love fade away.
Hear what I say,
Whatever come away?
We'll be together come what may.


'Cause you're all that I need.


I've never felt this love,
Until you came,
In my mind.

~pLeaSe TeLL HiM THaT ii LoVe HiiM ~

Nais kong malaman niya
Nag mamahal ako
'Yan lang ang nag-iisang pangarap ko
Gusto ko mang sabihin
Di ko kayang simulan
Pag nagkita kayo
Paki sabi na lang
Paki sabi na lang na mahal ko siya
Di na baleng may mahal siyang iba
Paki sabing 'wag siyang mag-alala
Di ako umaasa
Alam kong ito'y malabo
Di ko na mababago
Ganun pa man paki sabi na lang
Sana ay malaman niya
Masaya na rin ako
Kahit na nasasaktan ang puso ko (kahit na nasasaktan ako)
Wala na 'kong maisip na mas madali pang paraan
Pag nagkita kayo
Paki sabi na lang
Paki sabi na lang na mahal ko siya
Di na baleng may mahal siyang iba
Paki sabing 'wag siyang mag-alala
Di ako umaasa
Alam kong ito'y malabo
Di ko na mababago
Ganun pa man paki sabi na lang(paki sabi na lang)
Umiibig ako
(Lagi siyang naririto sa puso ko)
Paki sabi na lang
(Pwede ba?)
Paki sabi na lang na mahal ko siya
Di na baleng may mahal siyang iba
Paki sabing 'wag siyang mag-alala
Di ako umaasa
Alam kong ito'y malabo
Di ko na mababago
Ganun pa man paki sabi na lang
Paki sabi na lang na mahal ko siya
Di na baleng may mahal siyang iba
Paki sabing 'wag siyang mag-alala
Di ako umaasa
Alam kong ito'y malabo
Di ko na mababago
Ganun pa man paki sabi na lang
(mahal ko siya)
Ganun pa man paki sabi na lang
(paki sabi na lang)
Paki sabi na lang
(paki sabi na lang)
Mahal ko siya
(paki sabi na lang)
Paki sabi na lang
(paki sabi na lang)
Mahal ko siya

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/aiza_seguerra/#share

Bye Nudy GraY !!

Oh my goodness ,
I just realized that the lens that
I wearing now is going to be expired !




seriously , I just used lens within 3 months
and after that I will see them in the rubbish bin
even though their life span is 1 year.
I do care my eyes a lot now ! =)

NUDY GRAY gonna leave me now.
awwwwww , sad !
But i think i would like to try a new type lens,
hmm , have to headache and think about what lens to buy !

xoxo

i am

I'm an angel, I'm a devil
I am sometimes in between
I'm as bad it can get
And good as it can be
Sometimes I'm a million colors
Sometimes I'm black and white
I am all extremes
Try figure me out you never can
There's so many things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm someone filled with self-belief
And haunted by self-doubt
I've got all the answers
I've got nothing figured out
I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
I'm up and I am down
But that's part of the thrill
Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am


I'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm not sure who I am

! SICK !

Everything been so sick..
mentality sick,
heart sick,
myself sick too...

Actually being alone facing all the shit things is really suffer.
i trying my best to over come everything..
smoothing all the things..
recovering my heart..

I'm starting use to be like this..
be lonely at night,taking care myself,living alone day by days...
friends is thg i cannot lost now..
thx for those who beside me,comfort me..

I decided to make up myself,be strong again.
pay all my heart and effort to myself,my life , my STUDIES!
i cannot be like this anymore..cz no one will pity me..
i have to be more shine,more tough! hit the goal i want!
all the shit things cant beat me down!!
i will stand up and keep walking from fall.
i know its hard,but i will try!

Even i know things i dont want to know,fact that i dont want accept,
memories that i dont want forget,pain that cant heal,
mistake that cannot recorrect,person that cannot come back,
times that cannot return,things that never change,
happen that i cant understand,karma that i have to take..
life no u-turn..time is running out,thing happen mean happen,
sun is still rise and set...

Once upon a time,im a happy girl too...
I want my confident back,
want my smile back,
want to know who is the right one..
i want happiness,
i want normal life.
if i can choose,i want to be normal.
normal look,no fame,no nothg..
be a normal happy girl..
life is smooth..
everything is fine...

even now i still emo-ing,cant stop myself..still down...
but, wish me luck! i'm trying...

loves,

Lies & hate

够了吧 ?

真的看透你了 !!
还要骗我多少次 ?
还想玩多久 ?

在你身上仿佛看见“他”的影子。
其实是没有分别吧 ?
或许可以说，比“他”糟 !!!

就是一个字...
“贱” !!

你知道我在说谁的。
对 ! 就是你 !!!

请...!!!
不要再跟我解释，更没有这个必要。
不要再拿一大堆的烂借口压我。
不要再跟我说，你对我有多真。

从今以后...别指望我还会相信你 !!

你只是一个大骗子 !!!



现在的我，有多恨你，你自己清楚明白 !!



You're just a PLAY BOY.
&
You're just a LIAR.

Please,

Go away from me !!!
&
Get out from my life !!!

NOW !!!

CRYiiNG for LOVE T-T

I just can't understand the ways of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart and then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me And how our love was meant to be
and I believed in you i thought that you would set me free


You should've just told me the truth that I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue so my heart depended on you, whoa


Although I'll say I hate you now though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie i gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled to give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again but I will fall in love again
I loved you so now you leave me in the cold
How could this be i thought that you'd only love me

Into the nighti will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so i just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness to do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain will you please take it all away

Never thought being born a girl how I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall to never get torn again


You do not need more It `s say more
Have changed within the heart
I have no choice but to let you go thus forced to admit you do not..

Just so you know actually felt
You'll still get away with me and hopefully if you only knew
It will remain ever the I love you always in my heart

I thought it was so now you're gone but its not
Mossy not cope with i always asked myself this
Are you far if I admitted all??


Force to keep it all
But I continue to question
When will it end .....?

Random Post AGAIN

Saturday, planned to go to MaLL - GRAND MALL at the night. COZ we wanted to sing ~K before that. Asked my cLasmeyt to join also =)

After Rec0gnition went out.







Crazy face again. I knew so ugly.
Don't ask why. No reason, because I like to do. hahas.



im ch0osnq sonq's ne~
No mood at all. Zzz...


At night, my mom went to her friend's house and over night at there.Leave us slept aloneeeeeeeeeeeeee ='( But luckly, I can used my laptop to online. nenenebubu~

I played video call with below this two "siao eh"~ I miss them. =DDD



vivi chan x baobeii tintin dats me x zhanq ~_~





if u guyss want tu cHat with Me do visit diis Link but the thing iis i onLi on9 on weekends at night...
i jus on9 n0w coz we dont have e cLass ~