sorry na :((

Sorry na kung nagalit ka di naman sinasadya.. Kung may nasabi man ako init lang ng ulo Pipilitin kong magbago pangako sa iyo Sorry na, nakikinig ka ba? Malamang sawa ka na Sa ugali kong ito na ayaw magpatalo At parang sirang tambutso na hindi humihinto Sorry na talaga kung ako'y medyo tanga Hindi ako nag-iisip na-uuna ang galit Sorry na talaga sa aking nagawa Tanggap ko na mali ako wag sanang magtampo Sorry na...... Sorry na wag kang madadala Alam kong medyo nahihirapan ka Ang ibigin ang isang katulad kong parang timang Na paulit-ulit kang hindi sadyang nasasaktan Sorry na saan ka pupunta? Please naman wag kang mawawala Kapag ako ay iwan mo mamamatay ako Pagkat hawak mo sa iyong kamay ang puso ko... Mahal kita sobrang mahal kita Wala na akong pwedeng sabihin pang iba Kundi sorry talaga di ko sinasadya Talagang sobrang mahal kita Wag kang mawawala Sorry na......

I sorry ~

There's just too much things in my mind right now.
I can't hardly make a right decision.
Its like a big wave has just splash on ma face.
I really want to leave.
I don't know where to go.
I hate myself and my life.
Why putting all the blame on me? FUCKYOURSELF!



Be strong!
A lot of things happened these days.
I can't find any right ways to get out from this lost road.
But all I gotta do and say is to stay and be strong no matter what's gonna happen next! And of course, I do not want myself to regret for the things
I've done. SHITS !!


These days I am speechless.
I can not speak about my feelings these days.
I feel very numb. I am empty.
There is no one like me here.
I feel very uncomfortable. I am really the one you want?
I want to fall into the same hole,
because I have been through before the last time?
WHY do you and others than I am? Can you feel me?



Emo in the middle of the night.
:
:
:
:
:
:
:
:
:
*cry*






How can you mend a broken heart ?

Broken hearts are never healed.
They haunt us for a lifetime even if we find someone else.
Our past teaches us lessons that make us more aware and more human.
Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better?
Breaking up with someone you care about is one of the toughest decisions any of us will ever have to go through.
Dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy.
just have to live the days as they are set out and not live in the past.
I loved you more than I have ever known.
What we had was something special.
Deep down from our hearts.
But now I have to go away.
And leave you from my heart...

i just want you to know that !!!!!

just because im quite
doesn't mean i have nothing to say.
i judge people too easily by my first impression.
i'd rather wait forever for the perfect guy,
than settle
for any ole' person.
im unpredictable and spontaneous.
i try to be forgiving.
i enjoy being unique.
im ambitious
and determined, but i can get lazy and unmotivated at times.
im a sucker
for compliments.
i'd rather look immature and have fun
than care
what other people think.
sometimes im rly confident and other times i feel
really insecure.
im creative
and imaginative.
im curious about everything.
friends mean everything
to me, but sometimes i just want to
be alone. i envy people who can
fit in so easily without even trying.
i try to be sympathethic and supportive,
even if sometimes
i fake it to make
you feel good. XD
im opinionated and stubborn, but im loyal,
sincere,
and caring. you can trust me with
your secrets unless it something that i
know will hurt you.
i always try to see the
best
in you, even
if you annoy me.
i hate it when
people make me feel guilty to get their way.
i'll always be here to listen to your problems.
i'll stick up for you no matter what happens.

Bruises on my hand ..

Can you see the bruises ?
This is how a stupid person made a stupid mistake ..
Used the stupid way to vent .. :(

Am so regret after I did this ..
It's not worth for me to do so .. anything happened we must try to solve it with proper way but not try to hurt ourselves ..

What I've did is I go and punch the wall .. LOL .. stupid right ?
But I don't think much when I do that ..
But now .. It is painful .. so please .. don't try this to yourself ..
you'll surely regret .. trust me !

i'm back ^^

I thought wanna update my blog again but without any topic .
So yeah here's the post for my New HAIR cut and Hair CoLoR .
But sorry for that . there's onLy 2 photos so that I couldn't get all here to share .
I will only post it randomly here k ?
Enjoy the photos , wuahahaha



MY OLD LOOK ~ Long HaiR REDDISH HAIR COLOR !!


and
and
and now ~ ??????


TAAAADAAAA..............



gOt shorth hair ady ~ and brownish HAIR COLOR !!
SORRY about my Look dont have any MAKE-UP XD

sick* T___T

Party and outing for the whole week and now, i’m sick!

Having serious sorethroat + Cough +FLU + Eyes infection GREAT!

It is amazingly annoying!

It wont be so serious if i didn’t try out my first TEQUILA in my life and went to La Mei Zi afterthat -__________-




No illness has been like a good hot pot Spicy Girl * a *

Men started to get angry so I will not take care of themselves: (people just want you to take care of me it!

These days have to force myself to drink ha ha ha and 10,000 ml of water to go next week regardless of the Spicy Girl!

Spicy Girl friend said do not know the boss is not under the drug that keeps me go-______________-

Spicy Girl In fact, I should take the advertising boss friends around me eat one addictive!

After I open a "hot disciples " to fight him a ha ha ha!



p / s: the photos finally put no makeup on me a lot of people are curious about the true face every time I draw a very strong makeup

If you can not accept it then I have nothing to say!

I'M BACK *

Hello, i’m back! i know i’ve neglected my blog for zillion years :(

Everyone forget about me, my blog visitors almost zero :’(:’(:’(

Sorry for delay this post for so long, i’m not into blogging mood since January. I’m really sorry! Thought of close my blog but this is my livelihood HAHAHA! so yea, i will continue blogging and update more often due to some readers complaint :( They actually e-mailed me and said that they miss me.. AWWW SO SWEET ♥




I am not interested in clubbing because i don’t like alcohol and i don’t know how to dance :( I can dance like MJ but i can’t dance like octopus!* slap self* Everytime go clubs only for “One Night Stand”, don’t misunderstand, it’s “STANDING” WHOLE NIGHT, go there stand and take pictures T______________T although i don’t like clubbing but i’ll still attend if they organize some event.






Sorry for delay this post for so long, i’m not into blogging mood since January. I’m really sorry! Thought of close my blog but this is my livelihood HAHAHA! so yea, i will continue blogging and update more often due to some readers complaint :( They actually e-mailed me and said that they miss me.. AWWW SO SWEET ♥




I am not interested in clubbing because i don’t like alcohol and i don’t know how to dance :( I can dance like MJ but i can’t dance like octopus!* slap self* Everytime go clubs only for “One Night Stand”, don’t misunderstand, it’s “STANDING” WHOLE NIGHT, go there stand and take pictures T______________T although i don’t like clubbing but i’ll still attend if they organize some event.